Devil Inside Me

I’m a devil within own,
I’m a murderer, a hunter and a gory.
Killed own feelings- pity, patience and passion.
The uncertain activation of this act is full of abnormality.

If this two pound brain rolls up, the show moves on,
The whole situation is under the control of this shit.
Nose breathing full of anger began to run,
Negative thinking rises up with extreme heat.

Mostly it attacks on prey and sometimes innocents,
Somehow I deserve satisfaction by giving torture.
Later on in fresh mood, I came to realize “what a mess I’ve done?”
Even though I found the beast sticking with this mind and soul.

Waiting for a delicious victual and searching for subservience.
Grabbing the opportunity, controlling the time
And intending to raid, blindly.
But I don’t know who’ll be the next victim that I’m going to howl.

This is how the devil controls me and my feelings,
Nevertheless, I to some extend have Apollonian attitude.
But the misfortune is that the world itself rotates in negative direction,
That’s why this devil is still inside me, totally alive but unknown.

Let me heal you

 
Lets be together,
Lets be together dear, forever.
Does your heart beat as fast as mine?
or your feelings upheavals more than mine?
Then what we are waiting for?
Lets make this night meaningful & memorable.
Common dear, let us share,
Our deep & tender relationship being fair.
Let me feel you, let me love you.
Don’t be afraid, don’t feel shy coz
Here’s no one except me & you.
Let me seal the gaps between those lips,
Let me comfort you by this passionate kiss.
All you’ve to do is, just give in your whole body in my arms.
I can promise, I’ll satisfy you without any harm.
Let us play hide and seek in this darkness,
Let me search your beauty under this pillowcase.
So what we are waiting for?
Common dear, let us make this moment of , beautiful
Lets lie down & swim in this fresh & virgin pool.
Lets carry on, till this night doesn’t gust,
Lets wipe out our intoxicant and insufficient thirst,
together but forever…..

Fake Love

Many can cross the river with an ease,

But few crosses the sea.

Many knows to receive love from others,

But few knows how to share.

Many might keep their promises to walk hand in hand for all the ages,

But no one dares to be buried alive with the dead one.

Many might light up the candle even at day,

But burning own to light the dark is none.

Feel Nature

A Bird is flying back to its destination,
Being tired and eagerly to meet its babies, newly born.
Ah! look those dim red light of sun is saying good bye to this day,
The slowly moving black cloud is warning of rain.
The smooth and fresh air is sweeping away the tiredness,
Trees are whispering with each other on the blowing of cool air,
Sharing their happiness, anxieties & sorrows being fair.
It’s getting blur & even dark,
I can hear sweet whispering of birds and dogs’ bark.
Wow! what a pleasant moment I’m having, I really enjoy this.
The half moon is brightening as its only the star in the sky,
I want to talk with this tree,
Feel the dim red light of the sun,
Touch the moon & fly in the air, just fly
And reach very high above the sky..

Free! Free! Free!

Oh! flowers take me far away,
Oh! stars & moon cover me up.
Turn off those love songs,
Turn off everything that reminds me of you.
Me all alone in this crowdie city,
But noises can’t disturb me.
Heart doesn't remain silence in this solitaire forest,
There’s no peace in the hills & in the woods,
There’s no any such place which doesn’t reminds of you.
I might escape away from this world, from you I can’t.
All in Scare, this heart wanted to fly, very high to the sky,
But it won’t give me salvation.
Even in these dreams there’s no peace.
That’s why take me far way, thou flowers,
Cover me up, thou stars & moon,
Turn off those love songs,
Turn off everything that reminds me of you..

‘OLD DAYZ’

Those forgotten incidents, returns back again,
Spreading all over, blurring the eyes.
Where did it come from, those lost shadows of yours?
Those gone-by songs which my love had sang,
Those scattered memories, those shattered dreams.
What matters if that is of others?
Once it used to be mine as well.
Eyes got shy striking with her, unknowingly.
Those countless pleasant hopes, plentiful of wishes,
Eyes played unusual game with own.
Hair danced with the cool air,
My sight became restless to see her.
The door of heart was opened,
Unannounced love also entered in.
Spreading youth, ecstasy ran through this world.
The moments were colorful,
Everywhere it was spring & green.
But now its all just went down in vein.
My heart says those were just an ooze of memories,
Just a gush of old days.
What matters if she took away all my happiness?
But this heart wasn’t smashed into pieces at all.
Where was my life & where am I now?
Those forgotten incidents, returns back again,
Spreading all over, blurring the eyes….

Unusual and Selfish

We human beings have various kinds emotions, feelings and expressions. We may feel excitement, happy, sad or boring with the past, present and coming up incidents. Some of us have our mind full of devil and some with God’s nature. Likewise unusual and selfish behavior are also a part of our life.

People feel unusual when they see or feel new things in their life. It creates some sort of feelings as excitement, interested or scary. As we can take the example of some people who usually gets overwhelmed/amazed by viewing or knowing the external world or the world which belongs to them own. They never try to get into the deep reason behind the secrets of our life. They just hover round the circumstance. As soon as their excitement rises, it sets suddenly within some sort of time. People also feel unusual to the behavior of their own belongings. Their abnormal activities related with their psychological & physical work. But have you ever faced any such people whose unusual behavior makes you feel amazed or embarrassing?

Well right now I’m going to talk about selfish & mean people who always amazes me with their unusual psychological behavior. How unusual creature we are ? There is a different world dwells within our self . I really wanted to see his/her inner world, is he from the outer world or has got the supernatural power. Who are we, are we the children of God or Devil? Where do we come from? Till now there is no exact proof for the origin of human beings. The rituals say we are the creation of God and the scientists say we took birth in this world from a tiny bacteria, Amoeba.

As being a human being we all have same skin, the only difference is color. We all have same blood i.e. red, but possess the behavior even worse than animals. We feel proud to be called humans, the reason behind this might be we call our self social animals, we like changes around us and we have got the brain to use. But why people always try their best to pull down others ? Instead of helping each other they just sit behind and back bite those who wanted to do something new and change the surrounding for a good reason. I’m always shocked to see these kinds of people, do they did it for their pleasure? I ‘m not sure. Even if we try to clear the matter but found them to be more mysterious. They never try to understand the positive change but just keep on walking their one way track. Its our human nature that we always wanted to reach at the top and stay there forever. There are so many good ways to do so but why those creep try their best to block the way. Why can’t people live a life full of happiness? why can’t they do something good for others? can’t they think with their own mind? can’t they have the sense of responsibility to others?

Everywhere I found these people with uncertain characters. So lets not waist out precious time mazing around those creatures, they are really creepy and persistent. Is this what we call the world of human beings full of mysterious creatures, who neither belong to wild life nor social. Once they get after you they’ll stick with you as glue. But we must be clear on our destination and be able to face them too. If people are selfish & mean to achieve their goal without hampering others then its okay and appreciable. But found those people at the potential stage neither alive nor death, as Zombies. So beware of those zombies, they are very dangerous &fearful. Rather listening to those creatures step ahead, don’t ever let them to spoil your world. They are the virus of our lives. Always carry an updated anti-virus with you so that you can easily defuse them.

If you know who you are & what are your potentialities then it won’t be harder for you to get your destination. But if you keep you mind on unnecessary activities then that day is no more far to say-“Once I was this& my wish was that?”. So I’m requesting for all, please don’t harm others or even don’t try to interfere on others progress. If you really wanted to be as them then follow the principles laid by those who have progressed or create your own clear vision to reach the destination. If you can’t respect others then you don’t have the right to disgrace them too. If you can’t change your evil attitude then stay where you are coz you are the creature who do not belong to this world? your life is meaningless. So if you want your life full of joy, prosperity and happiness then at first you should be able to respect own, respect others, love your parents, friends & the work you do. Then only you would be able to reach your destination. You’ll be as superior as that moon, which brightens more among those millions & billions of stars.

Natural Beauties of Nepal..

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Our country Nepal is full of natural beauties. Nature has given a huge

varieties of vegetation and living species of birds and animals. We

should love our nature and its our duty to protect the precious wealth of

the country. Live yourself and let the nature live on its own….

Happy Mothers Day

Mother, a divine word which soothes all the pains and sorrows at once. ‘Mother’ is the word  recalled automatically when someone falls down or have an immediate accident. For all those livings, Mother is the most precious one who take care of her babies full of love which is highly appreciated. The unconditional love of Mother is special for human beings as well as  for all those animals and birds. As birds search for food and fly all day long just to feed their babies. Whenever some one tries to hurt an animal’s baby, its their Mother who risks her life and stands in front of their babies to give protection. Mother is the Goddess, savior and an angel. Mother can sacrifice her millions of dreams just to delight her baby. Mother is the one who keeps the baby nine months inside her lap and finally give birth. So no one can pay nor buy such a devotional love on earth. One should always be grateful to their Mother. The Meaning of mother in words is not enough to describe. The world is able to exits till today by the plentiful of sacrifice and unconditional love of mother. There is no possibility of life on earth without mother.  No one can pay the credit for the love of mother. One should love own mother full of care and always be there for her.

Mother is Goddess of land, she has the enormous patience to look after her babies. There is no any such love which can be compared with the love of mother. Children must respect their mother and that is the foremost duty of all their lives. Thus, to do this duty the Nepalese society celebrate Mother’s Day every year of Baisakh, in the day of Matriaushi. On this very day those having mothers give their mothers sweets, new clothes and other valuable gifts. For those who have no mother they go to the temple of Mata Tirtha of Thankot, situated at the west corner of Kathmandu Valley. Those taking bath in the pond believe their dead mother’s soul get deliverance. The people also believe taking bath in the holy pond gets peace and prosperity in their lives. Myths also mentioned that the holy pond was the seventh incarnation of Lord Bishnu. The pond has its own story of being religious holy place. Once Lord Bishnu happens to visit the place Mata Tirtha, thinking him an enemy, the villagers attacked him immediately. All of sudden, there was a huge war between Lord Bishnu and the villagers. Meanwhile, Goddess Sita (wife of Ram, Lord Bishnu) couldn’t tolerate her thirst. After searching everywhere they find no any sign of a single drop of water. Finally Lord Bishnu have to call Goddess Ganga (Goddess of Water) on the land. On the very moment, Goddess Sita saw the entire universe in the same pond. It is believed since that day her face resembles on the stone of that pond. In ancient time there used to be a huge forest. Once a group of cow herds were having lunch near the bank of the pond. One of the cow herd saw his mother’s face in the pond as he denies to return home. He wanted to take his dead mother back with him. He couldn’t take his mother back so he wished to stay with her but the mother ask him to visit the place every Baisakh ( first month of Nepali new year). Since that very day, every year lots of followers visit the holy place.

Those who pleases their mothers need not enough worshipping of God. It is gaining of thousand times more virtue. The love of mother is incomparable to any such wealth and properties. Mother should be placed at the top. Mother is the source of inspiration. Growing up under the shade of mother is like living in heaven. That’s why one should not fail to respect or underestimate mother. They must not raise voice against their mother and hurt her feelings. Listen what mother says because they always wishes their children to be good, honest and successful. Without mother no one can survive on this earth. Lets celebrate and  enjoy this very day full of joy and happiness. Lets make each and everyday a mother’s day.

Finally, just want to say- “When I need someone to make me laugh, to help me to figure out things, or just keep me company. you were there, thanks for being such a loving and caring mom to me”.

Happy Mother’s Day….

LOOK WITH YOUR EYES..but really look hard deep within your heart !!!

"What matters is not only our being good parents--but being good daughters and sons first”.

A frail old man went to live with his son, daughter-in-law, and four-year grandson. The old man's hands trembled, his eyesight was blurred, and his step faltered.The family ate together at the table. But the elderly grandfather's shaky hands and failing sight made eating difficult. Peas rolled off his spoon onto the floor. When he grasped the glass, milk spilled on the tablecloth. The son and daughter-in-law became irritated with the mess. We must do something about Grandfather," said the son. I've had enough of his spilled milk, noisy eating, and food on the floor. So the husband and wife set a small table inthe corner. There, Grandfather ate alone while the rest of the family enjoyed dinner. Since Grandfather had broken a dish or two, his food was served in a wooden bowl. When the family glanced in Grandfather's direction, sometimes he had a tear in his eye as he sat alone. Still, the only words the couple had for him were sharp admonitions when he dropped a fork or spilled food.

The four-year-old watched it all in silence. One evening before supper, the father noticed his son playing with wood scraps on the floor. He asked the child sweetly, "What are you making?" Just as sweetly, the boy responded, "Oh, I am making a little bowl for you and Mama to eat your food when I grow up." The four-year-old smiled and went back to work. The words so struck the parents that they were speechless. Tears started to stream down their cheeks. Though no word was spoken, both knew what must be done. That evening the husband took Grandfather's hand and gently led him back to the family table. For the remainder of his days he ate every meal with the family. And for some reason, neither husband nor wife seemed to care any longer when a fork was dropped, milk spilled, or the tablecloth soiled. Children are remarkably perceptive. Their eyes ever observe, their ears ever listen, and their minds ever process the messages they absorb. If they see us patiently provide a happy home atmosphere for family members, they will imitate that attitude for the rest of their lives. The wise parent realizes that every day the building blocks are being laid for the child's future. Let's be wise builders and role models. "Life is about people connecting with people, and making a positive difference" Take care of yourself, and those you love, ...today, and everyday! I've learned ... . that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights.

• that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life.

• that making a "living" is not the same thing as making a "life."

• that if you pursue happiness, it will elude you.

But, if you focus on your family, your friends, the needs of others, your work and doing the very best you can, happiness will find you.

• that every day, you should reach out and touch someone. People love that human touch - holding hands, a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back.

• that you should pass this on to everyone you care about. I just did.

Sometimes they just need a little something to make them smile. People will forget what you said ... people will forget what you did ... but people will never forget how you made them feel....

BAJRABAHARI TEMPLE

Altogether there are four Barahi temples inside the Kathmandu Valley. In the east of valley there is Nilbarahi temple, in west Dhumbarahi temple, in north Swet-Barahi temple and finally in south its lies Bajrabarahi temple. Bajrabarahi temple is located at the south corner of Kathmandu Valley. It is approximately 7 km away from Satdobato Chowk and takes 30-45 minutes to reach from there. The temple is located at the middle of a huge jungle. In the east of this temple it lies Jharuwarashi & Badikhel, in west it lies  Bulu & Pyanggaon, in north Lele and in south it lies Thecho VDC. There is also a Gumba (Buddhist monastery) at the south-west of temple. There are altogether three main gates to enter inside the temple area. It is believed that by worshipping the Goddess,  one will be free from all the worries & sorrows  and will get salvation if he/she pray full of devotion. The temple has become famous  for its beautiful park, beautiful scenarios, fresh and healthy environment,  and for picnic spot too. Thousands of followers can be seen every year in the festivals of Bada Dashain, Jatras and other Hindu festivals.

History mentioned that the idol of the Goddess Bajrabarahi was made by King Shree Niwas Malla for the first time during 1722 B.S. The idol was plated with gold which is standing on two buffaloes. It has got three eyes, four hands and face similar to wild boar. The idol is highly decorated by different kinds of ornaments. The Idol was formally lunched in the temple during 786 B.C in the month of Chairta, Sukla Asthami. The Idol was taken for a ride all over Lalitpur District on Thursday, Chaitra Sukla ASthami and finally established a temple in Chapagaon. In 2025 B.S it was once stolen by the poachers but later on the Police were able to find it. Due to security reasons the original idol was kept in Chhauni Museum.

Well talking about the specialty of  Bajrabarahi Temple, it does not not have pinnacle in it. It is believed that one shouldn’t even dare to think about keeping pinnacle on the top. If anyone dare to put the pinnacle on the top of the temple then he must have to go through any of these three Conditions as: a) either he had to put the pinnacle when any dead body from Chapagaon VDC is burning in the grave and the pinnacle should be kept after the half burning of the dead body & it should not be late until the body is completely  burned,  b) If ever the people from Bulu village bring the dead body to their own grave which is situated somewhere inside the jungle,  c) And there must be burning of dead bodies in all the nine graves surrounding the temple. It is also said that once a local villager from Thecho thought of placing the pinnacle on the top of the temple but in his nightmare, he saw that instead of climbing the top of the temple he was climbing towards the sky. So he gave up the idea of placing the pinnacle. As result until today no one has ever tried to think of placing the pinnacle.

The people also believe that once their pets gave birth to a new one than they have to bring the offerings for Goddess Bajrabarahi. By doing so the Goddess Bajrabarahi will protect the newly born babies. People who worship Goddess with their total devotion, they will protected from evil spirits and black shadows. There is a different tradition of celebrating Jatra (festival) twice a year which is rare in the country. The local people also believe that one should not take any leaf or any piece of wood outside the jungle, if they do so then misfortune might fall upon them. On the other side it helps to protect the jungle from encroachment too. But these days some community people have started taking away the fallen leaves and steams for their daily purposes. Even a community of “Podey” , they took the wooden logs from the jungle to burn the dead bodies of their belongings. There is a supernatural concept that once the leaves were swept outside the jungle, then it returns inside the jungle before the night falls. Another mysterious fact is that we can hear lots of whispering of birds and can see few monkeys inside the jungle at the day time but they do not stay inside the jungle at night. We can find an endangered species of bird, The Spiny Babbler (Turdoides nipalensis) in the Timaliidae family. No where else on earth it is found but only in Nepal. It is called Kade Vyakur in local language.

Thus, there are so many mysteries that has to be revealed and so many cultures that has to be preserved. Whoever comes to this temple one will never forget its beauty so easily. The natural environment, the greenery and the wide open heart of the local people will make you feel that your visit to Bajrabarahi Temple is really very meaningful and memorable. Brajabarahi Temple is the pride of our nation too. It is our duty to  protect and conserve the cultural heritage and natural resources.

Heart of Kathmandu Valley, Basantapur

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Basantapur is situated at the heart of Kathmandu Valley.

The place is full of different culture and tradition. It is one of the most

visited tourism area of the country Nepal. It also hosts trekkers on the way

to Taplejung and Mt. Kanchenjunga . The weather here is cool and temperate

throughout the year, making Basantapur ideal to visit anytime. The best

times to visit are autumn and spring, between October-December or from

February-April. Summers are pleasant with temperatures ranging from

10 to 20 degree Celcius.